♥stickyickypicky

hey all!
I submitted 3 of my assignments today and I'm feeling very happy!
1 more presentation and report for tomorrow and then 1 more executive report to do and then I can finally get down to studying for the exams.
Have many exciting things that I'm waiting to get excited about. HAHA does that even make sense?
anyway, just checking in here to let you all know that I'm still surviving. thanks for the concern darlings:)
Wanna meet my girls for lunch real soon. yayy!!:)
xo,
val

Something got me thinking.
How much do we truly believe in love?
Does it exist?
What if one day we realised that what we thought was love was actually not love?
What would we do?
Not believe in it anymore?
It brings about the concept of the ONE. Who is the one?
How do you know that's the one?
What if the person that you thought was the one turned out to not be the one?
Can there be another the one?
Wouldn't that be the SECOND one?
How do you know that the concept that we know of as love is really love?
How do we know?

You know, I guess, I never really quite believe in love.
I know, you can say until you really fall in love, you're not gonna believe in love.
Yes yes, you're right, I'm wrong.
What if I choose to be wrong?
What if I choose to not believe in love? 
What if one day love comes finding me?
Would I not know it was it?
Would I go through life, never experiencing it just cos I never believed in it?

HAHA, that was weird, I know.
I guess I just learned it the hard way that the higher you get your hopes up, the harder you fall.
Maybe this is just my way of protecting myself, maybe I never want to get to the point where I will fall.
Maybe just maybe, that one day, this will all change.
I don't know. I don't know anything.
But that's alright, it's gonna be alright.

xo,
val

hey!

The week passed by so quickly!
tonnes of work and assignments and projects are all starting to be rushed cos next week and the week after is pretty much doomsweeks. haha yes, not doomsday but doomsweek, and weekS to be exact. am really not prepared for exams that are coming up cos I am so behind in my readings, notes etc. havent felt like that in a long while but I really don't know anymore.
ohwell, some stuff that needs to be settled shall be settled soon.
and then some assignments that needs to be completed shall be done soon.
for now, I'm gonna go change and get ready for school!
feeling hungry and craving for sushi but no, have to settle for whatever I can find at home. BLAHHH.
oh yes, and visiting the rmbr with cellmate was fun and scary at the same time! see you for lab next wed! and lunch date after! HAPPY HAPPY!!
need to meet up more with my friends, looking forward to a few meetups next week, hopefully.
crap, looks like it's gonna rain just when I need to leave, always happens.

xo,
val